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the words i attempted to spill on paper only escaped in blotches of ink staining through the lines and dirtying my desk but had it mattered to me and had i taken my time to clean the mess, i might still have survived the ink blotches reminded me of a time before i began drowning in lies and my flaws that i was reminded of day by day although many tried saving me, it wasn't enough pain had taken over and i was too far engulfed in these waves of hatred and self-loathing to realise where i was actually in society and that was when i carried my thoughts and wishes with me into my closed casket funeral so no one had the option to read my belie

And around you, there is no world. There is no evil. There is simply us. I lay here with you, whether we're torn apart by the oceans or beside each other in bed, and everything around me that brings me to my knees ceases to exist then and there. You brought along with you many smiles, butterflies, giggles, laughter, and troubles, and with those, you brought me a whole new life and point of view on the world. A broken smile brought up to an undefeated grin. A forced giggle into a random outburst of benevolent laughter. Butterflies deep in the pit of my stomach that catch in my throat and drive me mad with love. What troubles you bring with you